trust

After reading Christina's post, I came up with this thought and was amused by it so thought I'd post it on my blog!

Ok, so here's my random thought:
* I think I'm a very trusting person to a certain extent, but then i don't let people get too close cos i don't trust them. As soon as I think someone might be getting close, I try and back out.

But then comes my lovely flatmate Nicky, and I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not yet, but I trust her a lot. It's real uncertain territory for me to trust someone so much, but it's kinda cool, but scary!! : ) (ie, she knows lots about me that I would normally not dream of telling people, yet she knows- only little things, but still.)

Weird huh!!

Is it a natural human thing to not be willing to trust people?? Maybe it's cos I'm making myself vulnerable to others.

study week

I don't know why I still have this blog but i do, I feel like it needs to be there somewhere whether I use it or not!!

This week so far I haven't done much study! Ok, so it's thursday now! I did 1 1/2 hrs yesterday morning - and i mite do a bit tonight maybe! : ) Why can't I study?? In a weird way I do actually kinda like studying - well, if I enjoy the subject, i quite like just taking my time to go through all the things we've learnt. But I'm currently not doing that!! And I know that because of it i probly won't get as good marks as i could - but i don't really care as long as I pass!! : )

heh

what a confused little place my brain is in!! Oh well, i'll get there one day!
where's there?

I think I'm sick and should stop writing nonsense now!! : )